Saturday 13 January 2018

Railway-station drive : my tryst with sitch 

“The deeper you get into questions, the deeper or more interesting they get.” 

I recently came across this quote and felt respite in knowing, there are more of my species who do believe so. A little more pondering on the topic made me realise, that all this while it was staring me right in the face and yet I failed to notice it in the naïveté of this world. Isn’t that how all the art,philosophy and philanthropy in this world came about after all? From the depths of emotions and the vast web of questions they spawn. Emotions - the profound wave arising from poverty, a poverty that begets the monsters of hunger and crime.

The satire of this reality has been inspiring many a mavens for millennia, I am but a Pygmy. “Imagine what it is like to be in their shoes.” Is the most classic example of ‘easier said than done’. Not in our darkest dreams would we ever be able to “imagine” how forlorn a life of despair and destitute is. As an army-child I have spent most of my childhood traveling, and train stations were an integral part of life lessons. Playing ‘how-will-you-survive-if-you-got-lost-on-station’ was a favourite game in childhood.
The reality of hunger , poverty, greed and distress on stations makes one feel insecure and vulnerable. Fear condemns us to mediocrity and we choose to focus on the security, comfort and shelter of our homes. For the longest time a station drive made me apprehensive, thus. 

Yet, nothing could echo the ardour I felt while serving the hungry on the station today. Although I was familiar with the ilk, nothing could have prepared me for the plethora of class I witnessed today, sweeper women, labourers, gypsy women with their babies, relatives of the hospitalised, youth and elder alike.
The astounding enormity of the despair hit me when I overheard a man tell his mate that the idli we were serving was 30 rupee per plate. The gut wrenching truth here is that people below poverty line earn only as much as 170 rupees a day in cities. 


A few men even felt subverted by the idea of asking for some food although it was free, mistaking their own attempt to be akin to begging; which of course their capable, sincere-self despised to the core. When we offered food ourselves, grateful were those hands and moist the eyes which accepted it. The gratitude was obvious under the timid exterior of acceptance. Oh! how I wish they wouldn’t accept this fate. How much I wish, each Indian realises his worth and finds in herself the courage to stand against the societal and psychological barriers dragging her down. Fate can change and destinies can be made, if one just believes that they are a powerhouse of infinite potential. The battle is long and path is strewn with devil’s advocates. It’s in the job description of a Human to fight them and move ahead. I am fighting too, everyday. I as a lobsterback of the Robin Hood Army, am positive, my India will be without hunger and poverty and it will be soon! 

Saturday 14 February 2015

INNER PEACE

#MasterShifuSays #Peaceful :-)

Sometimes, you just want to be silent. Just remain quiet; away from all hustle and routine. You are a part of it all, yet, you just sail through each day not really participating. Often times this happens in the face of a challenge. But even a blissful moment can sometimes leave you unsettled,  yearning for that moment of silence. 
                                                  
Is it true, that we humans are sometimes afraid of expression? Normally, we are all in such a hurry to take emotional decisions in the name of gut instincts. Yet, when it comes to feeling the rush of some deep emotions, we are left so overwhelmed, that we look for a break.                                  
                           
Or is it escapism? Are we avoiding to confront those feelings? But what are we running away from ? Is it the fear of unknown beyond the known emotion?  Or is it the fear of having to go through this inexplicable unsettling feeling inside of us?

Yes it's there, just below that apparent normal exterior. Waiting all the while to be acknowledged. But what is the purpose of this feeling? May be it is growth, in the sense of ripening. Like the silence after the storm, its the phase when we feel like just being quiet. We surrender to the calmness inside and yearn for isolation. 

And those of us who heed to it, find in these moments of silence, a calm contemplation. This involuntary introspection is the struggle inside, or as they call it, soul searching. Ready to go beyond the previous limitations mind had created, all set, to grow above who we were until now. Like, the butterfly ready to open its wings to break the cocoon, or the little birdie breaking the eggshell to come out into the real world. May be this is the ever-powerful "peace", which every religion, every faith points to. Or to use a rhetorical device, may be this is Darwinism of human brain... :-)

Friday 26 December 2014


JUST KEEP SWIMMING
#motivated :-)


A popular joke goes,

Me: I am finally happy.
Life: LOL, wait a second.

It is a common belief that no matter where you are, life is always going to give you more challenges. In the face of a challenge, what else can we do but keep going ? Or as Dory says in the anime ‘Finding Nemo’, “Just Keep Swimming”.

There are many times in our lives when we feel, “This is it, I can’t go on any further.” Once there was a cobbler who had to repair a huge pile of shoes. Hard as it may be to believe, he gave up even before trying. So bogged down was he by the challenge, that he could not see its just as simple as dividing the humongous pile into small routines and taking up one shoe at a time. He just had to keep going!

Perseverance and sincere effort till the very end is the secret of success of all the people who have made it big. No matter how huge a ocean you see ahead, like Nemo, dont forget to “Just Keep Swimming”!! 

Thursday 3 April 2014

It feels like a new beginning...

It feels like a new beginning...
like the rising sun,
an early bird's song,
like the fresh morning breeze

Life is taking small steps like a toddler,
unabashed and innocent, it trots on,
with enquiring eyes grabbing the beauty around,
deep in conversation with every object they see,
each moment discovering a new story

It feels like a new beginning...
with old hopes and new dreams,
new opportunities near the horizon,
old promises assuring only happiness

It feels like a new beginning...
as the heart refuses to cringe,
and faith stands unwavering,
like a Happy Warrior,
the toddler named life gets up again 
and continues walking